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My dear N
I'm beginning to feel very clever. Mostly, I think it is about having variety in life - till anything and everything seems alright. The sense of right and wrong is completely destroyed.
And all that matters is- how are you feeling - right then and there.
At this moment I am fine.
The day is a good temperature and the light is beautiful. We have enough milk for morning coffee. There are some possibilities for the evening about which at least I have not made up my mind.
I did not know that butterflies flitted over trees- and to be able to see them do that over the Gulmohar tree outside our second floor balcony is a pleasure.
I like the way they move about - there is one motion that is sort of within them, and I feel that that is the one that holds them up. And there is another one that takes them here and there.
I think the one that gives them direction is not clever- and it;s okay for butterflies to be silly all the time and keep going as soon as they are awake. Personally I am taken with just enough effort- to remain suspended - higher than ground level, so I can see more of what is happening.
I don't know where this came from- but this is what I wanted to say this morning.
cheers
Smita